Once my mom dies I know sh!t is really gonna hit the fan just like it did when her parents died. I'm being deemed the "problem child", "crazy", and "hateful" but really the demons in them are mad I woke up and they are no longer able to destroy my peace and identity. I decided NO MORE TO THEIR bµllsh!t, I'm just not doing it b/c it's creating problems and actually caused me a stroke 12 years ago and a lot of unnecessary stress being a real good and caring person. But I been noticed for a while my family was really fµcked up and controlled by demons so I been distancing myself more and more for 15 years. they hate any truth or honest conversations about themselves so they NEVER grow or mature.
My siblings and my mom (dad pretty much absent but crazy too) fight pretty much all the time and really ignorant which disrupts my spirit. I have narcissistic parents that raised us in dsyfunction and chaos and expected us to be BONDED in that dsyfunction and chaos as adults. but seriously if this mess continues them law enforcement might have to be involved. They all hate me! But why are they all obsessed with me? Go away, boomers! Lol. It's really creepy and it's stupid.like I get it, they all don't like me. Now I'm dealing with strange text messages, hostile voicemails and other strange occurrences. I'm surprised but it proves that whatever I sensed 20 years ago was real.
Hidden animosity meaning full#
Now that one of our parents has passed away and they're facing serious financial issues the monsters in the closet are on full display. Their age and decades of lying caught up, and before they could really cause serious harm I stopped talking to them and cut them off. As I grew older I started to distance myself more, and they became more cryptic, but their masks were slipping. For what? I realize now that it was all about trying to keep me dumb just so they could maintain access to me and eventually try to destroy my life. They could've been honest but instead they lied and sugar coated things. I even questioned them about certain things that just didn't add up. Around the time I was 20 years old I sensed that something was off about them but I couldn't put my finger on it. For so long I honored our parents and their beliefs in being a family unit. It's always been jealousy and envy over how our parents raised them v.s. All that just to later reveal that it's always been them v.s. Calling me on the phone, inviting me to go on trips with them, inviting me to hang out with their friends and significant others, buying me gifts, telling me their secrets, and more. I just can't help thinking about how they pretended to like me for 40 years. I promised myself that I'm never associating with them again.sometimes blood ain't no thicker than water.
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